Mental health not where it should be.
I haven't dressed in a while, as last week I was with the kids in the water.
Oldest is in and out the house often as she tidies and transports her stuff here, where she will reside until she finishes University at the end of the year.
Mum has explained may times that oldest MUST NOT KNOW about my girl side.
Next weekend I'm away with my wife and "Rachel" is not invited.
I expect to be a agro unpleasant old man very soon as I can already feel the frustration building.