WTF

So I was relaxing at McDonalds around 7.30am, had a coffee. 

Nothing really to mention, but on the way out passed a young man, mid 20's I guess, who was smiling while scanning me (not sure if he thought me pretty or thought me mad, I didn't ask).

We swapped pleasantries as I left the building.

So here's where it gets a strange.. I realized afterwards he had a nice face, attractive smile, good manly chest and arms and I found myself wondering what it would be like having a cuddle with him. Not that I ever would even if I could.

I mean, where does that even come from? does it mean living more feminine over a long time makes me get female feelings? is it an age thing? is it because I've cuddled females for so long I felt like having something different?

On a side note, daughter bought an amazing skirt, one that I liked when it was first in the shop but until I saw it on her, I didn't realize how pretty it actually was - so I rushed to the shop and found non. Sometimes I regret not buying stuff when they first hit the shelves.

 

Decided to have dinner on the way home

 Normally I'm home first and cook dinner about 4 times during the week.

Today I decided it was someone else's turn to cook the dinner and I stopped at the pub on the way home from work.

Once I got home, I discovered todays cook was the owner of this cute skirt, which I've borrowed a couple of times in over the last 10 days. Secretly, it's my favorite just because it feels so nice on my legs.

It doesn't mean I haven't worn others this week that aren't also nice, I just don't have any decent selfie photos as the phone sits on the tables, the same tables that hides my skirts 😞

Car back to the mechanics

 During the annual safety check, the mechanic picked up the fact my shock absorbers were leaking oil and needed replacing.

I could have done it myself, but my mechanic gets a parts discount that makes it the same price whether I do it or they do it. My mechanic knows me in either mode and today asked about one of my older cars that he hasn't seen for a while. I sold it for a reasonable price.

While out, I stopped off for a coffee and a read of the newspaper at Columbus Coffee Botany Junction.

So, really every day, I relax with a coffee and reading the cafe's newspaper. It probably would be a bit cheaper to have a newspaper delivered home and have a coffee at home, but with young adults and now grand children at home, not to mention the wife who has so many garden projects, there's no way to relax there.

Still looking for something

 Really need to get out more - no not crossdressing but hiking and getting up into some mountains, it doesn't help that we don't have any mountains close (when I lived in Australia as a 6 & 7 year old, I was always out in the bush).

Looking to join a club that gets me out of Auckland and into the remote spots where the air is good.

Until then, I suppose it's all about the coffee.

Getting a little bored with needing to crossdress

Some days I can't be bothered shaving, putting makeup on, some days I wish I didn't have this need.

I'm not saying never, but a couple of weeks off would be nice, it just feels like it's getting old - maybe it's the winter blues.

But until then, it's dressing time.